I carry on an on-going consultation with myself regarding how we need to live our life here, now. It is not automatic, spontaneous from one moment to the next, allowing what’s happening to draw forth what is called for here, now from one moment to the next. We consult each other, me, myself, and I, in seeking awareness and direction throughout each day. We talk it over, consider our alternatives, then act it out, reflect on the outcome and see where it goes from there.